20 April 2014

It feels like

My heart aches in my chest, the pain pulsing throughout my body. I feel empty, like a small part of me has gone missing. I've never needed someone the way I need you, I've never had a love taken away from me by distance. It doesn't feel the same when you tell me you love me over the phone, the peacefulness of those words doesn't floor me from thousand of miles away, instead they become warped into an intense kind of pain. I don't hear the inflections in your voice, the breathlessness you always get when you speak those words. 

Do you know how does it feel when you aren't there to make my tears go away with one embrace? 

11 April 2014

All I want

But if you loved me, why'd you leave me?

"All I want is nothing more to hear you knocking at my door. Cause if I could see your face once more, I could die a happy woman I'm sure. When you said you last goodbye, I died a little bit inside. I lay in tears in bed all night, alone, without you by my side. So you brought out the best of me, a part of me I'd never seen. You took my soul and wiped it clean, our love was made for movie screens. But if you loved me, why'd you leave me? Take my body, take my body. All I want is, and all I need is to find somebody; somebody like you."

9 April 2014

Essence

"If we don't care, we can't get hurt. But if we didn't care, the world would be a dark place to live. We have to deal with it and realize life isn't fair. People are taken out of our lives, and others live who don't deserve to continue."