Sometimes I wish you knew how much pain you've put me through. I wish this pain would go away. Because I don't think I deserve to go through this much of pain. I just want to be loved, and to feel loved. But I don't have that anymore. I have given my all, it feels like there's nothing else to give. I just wish you would understand, instead of turning a deaf ear. This pain is killing me right there, in the heart. Sometimes I feel like I'm losing myself. Maybe one day it'll all be over; maybe one day my time will come to an end, which I pray is soon. I just don't want to feel pain anymore. I want it all to disappear.